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MEd IT

 Assalamualaikum w.b.t 

I am now an exceptional blessing to see my child grows and to be with my husband living in a house in the middle of the capital city of Malaysia. 

Alhamdulillah. Despite some bad days we were going through but the blessing is more to count. I'm happy and feels calm. Thank you, Allah.

Currently pursuing my master in education which was my dream after graduated in psychology. Previously, I've always wanted to pursue in counselling but considering some other aspects, I think I should focus on getting myself some skills and also focus on being an educator instead of counsellor. 

But I will always love to be counsellor although in an unofficial situation. Hehe. At least a counsellor for my love ones and especially myself.

I believe I would never let psychology knowledge wasted. It will be part and parcel in my life. Perhaps, in future, I could learn more to be a counsellor.

I know, it's never too late to dream, just like Colonel Sanders (KFC) but at this situation, the pandemic, the economical status would maybe influence my decision to change in Instructional Technology.

It is high hope for people to pray for me! The program and field may be something different for me that I was never thought I will be in before.

I'm happy to see some of my previous classmates made to become what they've always wanted to be.

And I'm getting happier to be a stay at home mother while doing my postgraduate study. Many thanks for my kind-hearted husband, and everyone who supported me. My aunt in fact suggested me to continue for PhD afterwards. Allah....this is so great! But, maybe I must think of other things before pursuing my dream.

Learning always becomes my favourite. I will always try to make my life keep learn things and benefits other although sometimes I would feel down and change a lot. 

I told my husband I became impatient towards small things easily. I'm not hoping more from him but only to be understandable of this hard situation of mine. I notice and consciously aware of changes upon myself.

I will try to find myself back and be a happy mom and wife for them!

May Allah bless.  


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