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Walk to a memory lane MYY-KUL

 Salam alaik.

Last year, April 2023 after Eid, we moved to Miri. On August, Aaira and I decided to move back to Gombak. 

Now, its been a year and 2 month we've been in long distance relationship. I worked at Wangsa Maju (my previous job) and last May, I decided to quit for good. 

I feels so relieved after quitting my job. I do love the teamworks but I lost passionate to do work in retail which is not my bread and butter. Until then, still missing how closed our teammates.

After almost 4 months SAHM while doing some small business in resin art and pipe cleaner flowers, I come bace to work at another company in Taman Melawati. The nature business is education specifically in training for adults.

I have been working here for two months unfortunately, I feels I lost track. So I tender my resignation, prior to news that my husband will postpone his deployment until April after Eid next year.

I can bear how I missed my house there in Miri. Despite, I am currently living at my parents'. But, I still misses my home. My husband had a lot of trials since last year. I admit, I am extremely worried when thinking about our financial. However, I unable to convince myself, stay living like now will take much longer time until he become stable again.

We do have our savings but that doesn't mean we could spend all of them. I still restricted to spend it so I prefer to look for other source of income. I wanted to spread my business skills bit by bit. But, it takes longer milestones to leap an achievement.

I know, but I am not regret to where I am know. But deep inside, I wishes to have a place to stay where I don't have to move again for long period of time and I build up stability from my home while seeing Aaira's grows in her primary school years. I don't want to miss that. 

I wishes to further studies and letting go thinking about conceiving. I asked my aunt how her bestfriend accepted that she has only a child? She said, her friend makes busy herself, and started to realize the reason behinds all of this.

This is inspiring because I do to. Starting to realize why Allah gave me an only one child at the moment. Or maybe for forever. It's okay but I am looking forward to stay somewhere and stop wandering working here and there. No more job hopping haha.

Please pray for me!

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